Bratty Girl

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me; if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other, many times I thought I finally found you to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, and longing to meet you.

I am thinking of how we will meet. Would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in the movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known love. I don’t have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person; and since I have not found yet, then maybe I don’t really know what love is.

You just don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don’t really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes.

I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I found my strength in clinging into my vision of a beautiful life ahead of me --- the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all the pain and sacrifice. After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect --- for YOU! I wonder if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey.

But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here. Hold on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happen. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don’t worry; don’t be afraid about getting lost. God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead to me.